A new chapter

Ruben is crawling, walking carefully along the couch and calling -Mama!!-. It is a whole new chapter in our lifes!!

And I kinda think how my Mom would've reacted when I said -Mama- for the first time. I am touched and a bit quiet inside...I wish I tell Mom. It would help if I could just pick up the phone and call her...just like that!

But alas...there is still no phone-wire between the living and the dead.

Too bad...

Ofcourse my Mom is watching from up there...but I'd rather have her here with me, looking at my little man from behind my back.

People often ask how much a normal person can actually bear emotionally...well I guess I can say...you can just bear a whole lot!

Look at me....I am still walking and talking.